and it kinda goes for friendships too bc i’ve been hesitant to get close to people bc it always ends badly bc either a. i fuck up or b. they fuck up and it’s just a never ending cycle. basically i’m just a terrible person
like. i’m an asshole. i’m literally too full of myself to get close to anyone and open up to them because i’ve been perpetually fucked over too many times and i’m just like “is it worth getting hurt again?” and no it’s not
i wrote an essay on why im scared of relationships and i’ve drawn the conclusion that i’m an asshole
drank the liquid inside of my magic 8 ball and i’ve been predicting the future all day. the doctor says it was just normal water but whatever he dies tomorrow anyway
all I need now is horns 38D
❝ You’ve suffered a lot. You need plenty of rest.